Jovian

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released May 15, 2017

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Track Name: Jovian
Et tu deus?
Et tu intimus?

Looking good tonight
Drinks in, feeling right
Stay out or go home it's all the same
Mixed ecologies, we all got needs
Not that there’s anything here worth it to see

Because you look at me but then you always turn away
Just look into my eyes and say that everything will be ok
Just say it all works out
There's always another day
Lie and say what I need to hear
And pretend there's another way 

Second guessing, right?
Is this my kind of life?
What good is a mind here these days?
Oh I tried to be jovian, but Mars always takes me in
Bacchus please come drown these thoughts in me

Because you look at me but then you always turn away
Just look into my eyes and say that everything will be ok
Just say it all works out
There's always another day
Lie and say what I need to hear
And pretend that I am sane
Track Name: Pure Memory (feat. MKR)
Sunlight tearing through your eyes
Remember, remember
Redraw the rendering inside
Forever, forever

I want to record what my eyes see
Pure memory, pure memory
So I can give it all to you
Give it all to you
I want to recover what was missing
Pure energy, pure energy
So I can send it all to you
Send it all to you

And now I understand
The meaning of the words
"I want to show you everything"
That phrase on repeat in my head
As I roam about the city
Without you by my side

I want to record what my eyes see
Pure memory, pure memory
So I can give it all to you
Give it all to you
I want to recover what was missing
Pure energy, pure energy
So I can send it all to you
Send it all to you
Track Name: Set Aside
Oh the reticence
You always with me
I could never be your kindness
Or satisfy
Your eyes so haunted

Set aside

Quantum entanglement
I always with you
You could never be my mind
Or satisfy
My eyes so haunted

Set Aside
Track Name: Contact
Contact
Our limbs are mingling
Like rivers, like weekends

Signals
Of noise, of information
Of our stars aligned

Is there something?
Have you finally found your voice?
If it’s nothing
At least you had a choice

Contact
I am falling for you
Forever, forever

Is there something
Have you finally found your voice
If its nothing
At least you had a choice


Why’s it like this,
shards so opaque cut us open
Do you really not know just what’s at stake?
Throw me something
I know you really just want to belong
I know it’s not enough just to be strong
And to say that I don’t really mind at all

Is there something?
Have you finally found your voice?
If it’s nothing
At least you had a choice

Are you with me?
Or am I something you avoid?
Or is this perfect
And I'm just being paranoid?
Track Name: Fire
Moth to a flame
Your lips, my name

You’re my fire

Moth to a flame
Your lips, my name
Feel all the ways
You burn me away

You’re my fire
Track Name: Dreams
There’s a helping hand worth reaching for
Because the ghosts you make just want more and more

Dreams

There's a glare out there with your name on it
Because the shimmer lasts for just a night
Let’s fly away, let’s fly away, let’s fly away
We'll be strangers as we shake awake with bright cell phone lights

Dreams
Track Name: What Goes On
Didn’t want things to be like this
Each one is half of it
If we only were cut from the same cloth these days
But you want more than I got to give
Someday we just got to live
Just tell me

What Goes On

Never wanted to be right
Always bracing for another fight
You’re so cold, why are things different?
You’re so different, what am I missing?
I am waiting for release
I’d be content with just a piece

What Goes On
Track Name: Grey Skies
Grey skies
Horizon lines
I can see everything

When it’s quiet, is there peace?
When it’s silent, relief?
Track Name: Want Me
Where were you last night?
I was up late expecting you
Still you want to know why we fight
Like you don’t know?
Like you don’t know?

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to say?
Do you even want me?

I’ve had enough of this
I’m putting my foot down
I’ve had enough of this

I wanted to be mind to mind
And kind to kind
But not quite this time
I wanted to be heart to heart
All from the start
But not give away this part

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to say?
Do you even want me?

I’ve had enough of this
I’m putting my foot down
I’ve had enough of this
Track Name: Bright Eyes
Bright eyes
Our own
Reflect the sky

Our lives
All entwined
Never cold, alone

Come inside
Don't want to waste our time, no
Live some life

Have my life
My life
Have my life


I can feel the blood
running through your hands
give me a chance

You can feel the air
Across you skin
You meet me there

All our lies
Truth we memorized, love
All our love

Have my love
My love
Have my love
Track Name: Know You More (feat. MKR)
Your eyes on me
Your hands on me
This feels like home

Your breath on me
Your face I see
This feel like home

My eyes on you
My hands on you
This feels like home

I think I know you more
Than you know yourself

I think you know me more
Than I know myself

My hands on you
My eyes on you

In every room
All I see is you

I think I know you more
Than you know yourself

I think you know me more
Than I know myself

I think I know you more
Than you know yourself

I think you know me more
Than I know myself
Track Name: VS
Everything that you said is invalidated
Just so you know
Never mind what you said
But never let it go
If your mind is made up
Then your mind's made up

Everything that I feel is too complicated
Yeah I know
Every look, every touch
Gotta let it go
If my mind is made up
Then my mind’s made up
Track Name: We Are Satellites
Is this how it ends?
Awake in the fire, in the flames?
Or in the chaos
You and I the same?
You and I, orbiting

We are satellites
We are flashing lights
Up above the sky
Pouring out our life
You and I
You and I
We are satellites
Between the black and white
We are satellites

Will it never end?
Always approaching, never the same?

We are satellites
We are flashing lights
Up above the sky
Pouring out our life
You and I
You and I
We are satellites
Between the black and white
We are satellites